I am starting to feel that nothing I can do will make me feel prepared for A-kon. Like, even if I got my new prints done and all my other stuff in order, even if I could bring a printer to the hotel in case I run out of something, I don't think I'd feel prepared. I'm not sure what it is. Is it just my usual paranoia? I basically never feel prepared ( Read more... )

So I officially have negative money in my bank and am having to ask my brother to lend me some. I am pretty sure he is going to be irritated and grumbly about it and I feel bad about it so I really need to figure out how to make some money quickly. I'm having miserable luck finding gainful employment and all of my freelance gigs keep falling ( Read more... )

I am for probably no good reason rather depressed and lonely and in need of distraction of some sort. I don't know if it has something to do with going most of the day without eating, a habit I really do need to do something about, or what, but ugh. I feel tired and lame and undesirable and all of that exciting stuff, and I need to find something ( Read more... )

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So, for no reason, I thought I'd finally post here about this project thing I'm supposed to be working on. Based on my answers for that silly questionnaire thing I posted a while back, the teachers decided what I am doing this semester is making a storybook about a Japanese legend, which I am naturally illustrating. It's been kind of weird, since ( Read more... )

So, I'm pretty sure my laziness and procrastination has completely screwed me over once again. Gosh, who could have predicted it? I desperately need to take an art history class to be able to graduate, so obviously the correct thing to do was put off trying to get into one until the week before school starts, when all online classes are absolutely ( Read more... )

I...distract myself with memes instead of getting work done. Surprise surprise.

( Should I be upset about being a sheep? )

Also, if I were, I wouldn't be bleeding right about now. Well, at least this means I won't be for the beginning of school or for AnimeFest ( Read more... )

Looks like AnimeFest stuff is actually taken care of...I don't have to pay again or anything. That's good, but now I should really be working on stuff for the actual con...aaah I haven't done a damn thing...and I'm supposed to get a hotel room too. D: I hate getting hotel rooms, because like everything else, I always feel like I'm doing it wrong. ( Read more... )

I always hate e-mailing/calling/doing anything to try to fix something that went wrong because I feel like I'm doing it wrong/going to offend/annoy someone or something I don't even know ( Read more... )